she says

she says:

she says:
why never blog about me anymore?
she says:
*arms akimbo

It was a lovely evening. A very typical Tuesday evening, with birds chirping and clouds are being all blue and puffy. I got the above conversation from a special person that has been living in my heart for the past 9 months.

She wasn’t being angry or petty. She is being herself. The kind that speaks up when things goes wrong, the one that will show one’s upset when matters went out of hand. Of course, she wasn’t unhappy ALL the time. It’s just those moments that make me want to hug and kiss her more.

From what she said, the last I blog about her was in July. That was a whole two months! What have I been doing for the past 2 months? It’s a very simple routine that I’ve been doing for these past months. Every morning, I’ll wake her up. I’m her personal alarm. Every night before the day ends, I’ll kiss her goodbye over the phone. I’m her lover.

She says she want to have babies. I can’t wait for that day to come. The day that I could see her being a beautiful mummy, they say they have the lovely glow that one can ask for. Whenever she’s on my shoulder, I felt that I’ve conquer the whole damn world. Except in this case, it’s my world and hers.

She adores pouting. Sometimes, I wonder if that’s what she does in the early morning, facing the mirror, practicing. She has the perfect pout. The kind that CAN’T make you say no. I called it “not fair” every time she features her pout out gracefully.

Well, I apologized for the absence of you in my blog. Well, here you are, back again with a whole 6 paragraphs… I always like to talk about our past, don’t I? As I find it the simplest and the most sweet moment. Plus I get to see you blush, why not? What we have now, it’s more than sweet and simple… it’s a journey that we both learn the most of us in each day.

i love you, my girlfriend, my soul mate, my wife to be.

Distribution – efforts

Quotation:

I passed by my primary school last night. I saw something that wasn’t around during my time. In the 90s. The school has been air-conditioned. There is an extra building beside it. I wonder what happen to my favorite area, the canteen?

I saw tons of banner hung up on the fence. It’s like a gimmick to get kids/parents to enroll in the schools. Why are they making school so corporate? Is it some kind like ‘more students in MY school, the MORE commission I get’ campaign? It’s no longer like ‘come school and learn and play’.

I wonder kids are so spoil nowadays. Pamper is the word. I watched Singapore Dreaming two nights ago. It’s very true. The whole ‘Zhong Nan Qing Nui’ [the favoring of boys more than girls] still stands in this 21st century, sad to mention that. I’m trapped in this family myself.

It’s sad going back to a house where my mum only recognize what my brother is doing and not me. The ironic thing will be that end of the day, when my brother does get married. I doubt he will be coming back to visit my mum as often as me… I do not want to make assumptions now nor do I want this line to come and bite me in the ass in 20 years time.

My brother is great. We talked very openly than we used to be. He knows about my sexuality and I know about his progress with who-which girlfriend. But what my mum can’t see is this bond me and brother has… anyway, I’m already spending most of my time in office.

Such things and my moods, it comes and goes. I can’t explain how and I don’t think there is anything I can do to change my mum. She just stays where she is now and don’t cross over my line. And don’t start asking questions like ‘you never concern about your brother!’… That might just make me blow off my top!

After all, I’m still my daddy’s girl. =)

Back to era?

A day to think blank:

I never thought i would be so crazy in my life. Well, let's leave LaSalle days behind. But to join a Theatre company and actually enjoy what others might label it as 'crazy'. Life is werid. I do have to admit my immune system have been weak.

Again, i blame on lack of BCG injections. I've never had any of those! Well, those days, i could boast to my friends/classmates/teachers saying that i'm STRONG thus NO injection needed for me. OH well, it actually came one whole big round to bite me in my ass. haha.

Yesterday was fun. Fir, Sam, Jeza and me were out for dinner. The time came for us to fill in our feedback forms for Pepperlunch, we each fill in our own names with an addition Middle and Last name. It's hilarious. This is how it goes:
Sam: Samuel Admas Reynolds
Fir: Fir Ryan Reynolds
Jeza: Jeza Lucrece Reynolds
Me: Ellen Angie Reynolds

The weather have been making me a lazy person. Everything seems so practical when i've started working. No more slacking, no more nua-ing, no more late nights-out. I can only club during Fri or Sat. The weekdays are no-no for me.

i've been dying to get my big fat ass to work out. I need to buy a track shoes in order to run, a swim suit to swim. No more beer for me. Hmm, maybe just one pint per week. heh. Anyway, here i am in office, drinking my Soya Drink and had just finish my donuts and waking up the BIGGEST grounchy-kat in the world. =)

Cheers to life and LOVE.