i am famous. i'm a porn star.: May 2006

A hectic year ahead...

I am weak:

The whole marketing thing has been really fun! i met lots of people and of course, it's one of the main idea on why i insisted on doing marketing. =) Wah! Mabel and Stella have finish their graduation show!

I'm trying to recall what happen the last 3 weeks. Time flies so fast that i can hardly take note of each passing day... I tend to fall sick when i work more than 12 hours... i've to change my eating habits and i need to build up my immune system.

I plan to buy a pair of track shoes when i get my next pay and of course, with a proper eating habit, i wan to lost that tummy of mine... and wear the set of new clothes and style. Holey moley, my dearest pink pig, he seems a little dazed than normal.

He must be terrified by the four kats that Baby beany and me bought. haha. Okay, i know that is very random but haha, its really funny! Hey, Baby beany and me might want to get a car... and we are opening a bank account soon. SO EXCITING!

We plan to go London next year, as Ivy mummy is going there with daddy Kahlap. =) YA! We can get FREE accomodation! Ah well, if the new car fall in, i might have to push the purchase of my phone to next month.

ahh, Alicia, Timo, Sanch, Mabel, Stella, Bev... Right, bev is going to China for work! SO lucky! ALL paid for! Well, looks like all on track... good for them, SO happy! Oh well, work again and i have my dates all packed up to next week!

i love you, beany!

i am myself.

"the error of our ways":

As your eyes can carry you around my blog, i went to the Zoo... last week. HOT! AND STICKY! I had fun, it was a little different from the previous trip... a different kind of fun. =) Singapore Theatre Festival is coming.

It could only mean more work ahead. I went to the airport today. I had fun again. A different kind of fun again. I vividly remembered airport as a gathering place through my secondary days and an emotional let-out area for timo, sancher and me.

Today, it was more like 'i-miss-airport' day. Memories flashed back... i realised how much i've been through and things/matters/people are all different now. The dreams i once had, all seem so different... a different kind of adventure.

One dearest has departed from my sight... i could only wished her the very best and hopefully, she will come back into my zone... i know, when i passed by alley bar or the cine complexes or saw the tiny gifts she gave me, she will float into my mind.. my heart. Take care, pal.

AH-meng. The ah meng. My ah meng. 3 months? Has it been that short? Dearest Squishy, i adore you. Everything is still so baby in our relationship. i like that feeling. Was i excited in the future of us? SURE. Was i on top of the world? OH ABSOLUTELY!

I've to admit i was scared in the beginning of the relationship. The good scare... like when i come into a new surrounding scare... or errr... when i'm gonna stop school and find a whole new area scare... i'm fine! i'm good now.

Thank you. And cheers to Sancher and Prince, Timothy and Varain, Stella and Mabel, Beverly and Sheldon, Ruru and Andy, Feli and Shun Feng, Ziyun and [oops!forget name.] heh. TO the singles: Alicia, Kaini, Xueli, Grace, Rachel... all the best wishes... =)