i'm back to stay...

hi. to whoever is out there.

i knew somehow, sometime, i need to come back here.
i mean i love to write, so where was i?
trying to climb the corporate ladder, trying to prove myself that i'm meant for the big world.

i met someone new 2 years back.
i thought i met "the one". no one can be so sure of "the one" till it last for a very very long time.
i wonder when did it feels right? or it just happen?

she broke my heart yesterday.
with all the crying, the pleadings, the assurance, the changes.
nothing change her mind.
how shocking is that.

"how could i not see it coming?" i kept asking myself that.
maybe it's the way she dropped the bomb. an email.
an email that writes about nothing.

oh well, it ended. good or bad. 2 years. it ended.
i am slowly accepting it. slowly and painful.
i will dwell on it for this week. no more after.

till then.