Happy 2016 in 2 days!

Hello my dear blog,

The last rant was in 7th Jan 2013. Since then, i had been in another relationship and that went down the drain. Dated a couple of people, some became friends, others strangers. I still can't get the whole relationship thingy.

I called it "thingy" because its a subject that i thought i knew it at the back of my head... somehow, i just seem to flunk it at every paper. So i guess that makes me a noob at this whole relationship "thingy".

I have been single for almost 6 months and i really adore these quiet moments, oh, i realised how much i love to sleep. Especially on a rainy season in December. It used to be a depressing moment for me. I gotten over that.

I love myself quite a bit and am embracing this new me. 31 years, and it made me realised how important it is to love myself. I turned down alot of dates due to certain reasons, emotionally unavailable, unable to love themselves, not career driven, not independent. Oh, the list goes on...

I re-read all my past posts, i realised how much i could have with Miss J if i were not to call it off. 4 years... She is happily attached to someone and they had just moved in together. I couldn't have been happier. She deserved that happiness. :)

As for Miss Z, i know her short hair has gotten long and well, nope, i still have not make any contact with her. I do not see the point in doing that. She has her own life and so do i. It's been almost 2 years since our last breakup. I really hope she is happy. And i wish her that too.

I do not know what year 2016 has in store for me, i am really looking forward to it. Whether it is going to be another obstacle or oscar winning moment, i will embrace and acknowledge it as it is.

i say, BRING IT ON, 2016!!!

Till then, my faithful blog.
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