the best thing about x'mas :

Cold&flu&fever:

After the whole festive seasons... i'm offically sick. Thanks to my beer and my hard liquor! It came down all at one go with a touch of feverish. My apple is all sore and i'm with a sexy voice. I had two days MC.

Yesterday at Alley was the same. We[rach&me] met up with a few regulars and well... Oh! how did my X'mas goes... it's was awesome despite me having fever on that day. My great buddies... darlings... No words can replace the amount of love i have for them...

Thursday is the day where Sanch, Timo, Belly and me exchanging X'mas gifts. A little late but like they normally says.. better late than never... Caught the movie Narnia, It's superb! I mean it's good enough for my money spent but Rach Does not like it at all. well, what does she knows... again.. haha.

Time to sleep. G'nite human(s)&alien(s)!

slow x'mas

what is the meaning again?:

22th Dec, 4 clubs i went into. They're called Alley Bar, Club 95, Happy and Velvet Underground. =) Not to say that i'm all high and so tired when i got back home... The crowds that i hung out with alright. Expect for a couple new ones which i went home with...

A chalet full of people. So tired. It was not mine 21st though... it's one of my good friend, Kaini. She cried in the middle of the party because the food was not enough and she got all panicky. All ends well and she has got tons of prezzies!

Right now, i realised my next week pack! The usual:
Mon - Alley Bar
Tue - Full day work in town and exhchanging X'mas gifts with Timo, Sanch and Belly.
Wed - Most likely, it's Alley Bar with my cousin or wine bar. haha.
Thur - Break. I so deserve that!
Fri - Party and mahjong Sessions at my house.
Sat - New year Eve at my house [different group of people.]

3rd of Jan, School reopens! Argh!!!

hello 21st!

Goodbye teens:

Finally, i'm 21. I had my day spent with my good friends. It was simple and nice. Thanks Ru and Grace for the lovely Jacket! I love you guys so much! The day at work was boring but fun. And oh. There's this girl... hiaz.

Okay, long day tomorrow. I've done my X'mas shopping yesterday and spent over $200+. It's only for 4 person. Super empty now. And that blur frog Rach has to forget to have her stuffs with her and i've to be her 'girlfriend' for that day again! haha.

enough nonsense. Goodnight, teen.

flower me...

i just don't love you no more:

Please go and buy Craig David new album, it's really nice.[if no $ to buy, let me know, i can send you.heh.] I had my 21st birthday party yesterday.[early celebration.] YingRu, Xueli, kaini, Felicia, Grace, Ziyun, Beverly, Timothy, Mabel, Alicia, Stella, Rachel, Donovan & Joanne. Thank you.

My family was here too. I had a few fat Ang Baos.[heh. heh.] Well, the big day is approaching soon. They say you will feel nothing.[hmmm.] I recko so. All and all, i want to thank all who came and enjoyed[drink!] and finished up all the food[delicious!] and praised[they're awesome!] my parents for their cooking. They're really superb, aren't they? =)

For those who can't make it, it's your loss.[it's true.] =) I also want to thank for the shoes[love you, timo.], socks[bev&Sanch muacks!], bags (Adidas & Crumpler) [Mabel, Alicia, Stella,YingRu, Xueli, kaini, Felicia, Grace, Ziyun...] ang baos... I really love them all! Next up coming event: X'mas party! My brother[love him lots.] a.k.a piglet was the bartender yesterday. He mixed some really nice cocktails.

I bought Midori, Sour Apple, Lychee Martini, Vodka...[ya. i am an alcoholic.heh] Joanna & Rachel[she's 1 too.] each sponsored me Tequila & Johnny Walker. Ya, i'm really to drink somemore. I was at winebar on Friday with Rachel. I was terrribly High. heh. It was a MUST-DO-IT-AGAIN drinking session!

I calulated, i had been drinking for 4 times this week alone![shiok!] I im enjoying my life now. I meant as in, able to chill after a day's of hard work and i like what i'm doing now. Maybe i can get used to this life-style. Chill out after work and off to work the following next day... =)

I bought flowers that can sing and dance... if people out there watched tv, Catch Channel U, Love Bites by Kym & Bryan. =) Yes! That dancing flower. Rachel was like a kid when she saw that flower. she was jumping and running and grabbing me... a kid indeed.

i'm very exhausted now. I'm resting. Tuesday is my Birthday!!! ~~~sing it!

dead once again

revive me by kissing:

I was awake for 30+ hours. i'm amazed myself. Working was great at Sentosa. I went down to ZoukOut to collect my working pass and t-shirt. The crowd was great! i took lots of pictures. It will be up soon.

Numbers was exhanged. It was awesome. I love ZoukOut! I came home and slept for 15 hours. Today was a nice day to rest. Weather was breezy. I watched Mr and Mrs Smith and ate a whole lot of titbits.

Now, i'm so tired. I'm having movie marathon tomorrow. Guess who i'm watching it with? No award/cash given out if guess correctly. My birthday party is in a week's time. I'm feeling all jitter up. How?

men aside: kiss my ass!

This is not a post on men: it's always about me...

One last warning: Smelly people should all be stay behind their doors. DON'T GET OUT! it's utterly a big big disgrace! I HATE THE TRAIN by the way. i've always have regard myself as a bus-person.

The morning train[i hate it!], packed with people going to school, work, market, mahjong sessions, swimming lessons, ... whatever to do in the morning... Some smells like orchid gardens, some smells like a fish market.. some, the worst of the worst, smells like the sewage!

i was surrounded by sewages on my way to work and the way home. How lucky can i get? Thank God, the train stops are short. I may just faint on the spot... Men & Women... please.. groom yourself before coming out of your house.. i've been typing this non-stop!

Okay. Men... man.. i meant it as a Bio term. Okay, i was taking the sewage train back home, i've no idea how it drawn to me... why do i not like men? I THINK the main reason was... once the man show his weakness[in any point] infront of me. I'll find him un-appealing.

Logic: I know all MAN has faults and we're not perfect. Ok, got it. But for me, my character, i'm accustom to a way where i feel that ONLY woman CAN be venerable. Say, if i ever need a man, i need one that is stronger in his character[not chauvinistic], be sensitive[not paranoid], be rich[very!], be independent[i need space...]... etc. MUST SMELL GOOD! i can't stand man smelling man... if you're a man, you'll understand... it irks me!

You see where i'm heading? Where got this kind of man? haha. Well, anyway, men, don't try to act macho infront of me or act like you're really cool, or you're so pity that i've to side you... IT WILL ONLY MAKE ME DESPISE YOU EVEN MORE! Quit acting like a wimp infront of me cos' i do that at times. haha.

Zouk-Out in 3 more days! haha! i will take more more more pictures! haha! see you people around! tata! toodlers!

Get the message across

A fistful of love:

Two days... has it been that long? Whao. I'm so tired from each day's events that i have no energy left to blog. Well, my life pretty much the same. I still drink 3 times a week. And it's getting worst.

Work has been great. I'm losing my voice soon. My tolerance is getting better! Anyway, the sales results was good and if it were to continue in this manner, we, the sales team should be very very RICH at the end of December.

One of my good friend's birthday, it was a week early celebration. She has to left Singapore to KL for her birthday. Shiok right? Which is good, who wants to stay in Singapore? I mean, for the last 20 years, you've been in a country where ur born in. Get a life!

For me? I can't... No partner. How to get out of this Island? A-L-O-N-E. Zouk-Out! haha! My birthday! x'mas! Kaini's birthday! New year! Whao! SO many events, so little time! Shit! I'm tired again.

All in all, we managed to make our good friend have a good crying session. The plan worked! And i'm still drinking like a mad cow... and teasing Rachel and making fun of the people around me... as usual. I never been happier!

Shoo~

Inside the cocaine mind

I think i am vain

International LTD. 1984

Big Big family. Always.

Smile through life, smile&be happy.

where pop meets hip-hop

08.12.1984 you're my precious.

I am all faking it.

Creativity linked to active sex lives

Give me all the ladies!

Pablo Picasso, Lord Byron and Dylan Thomas had more in common than simple creativity. They also had active sex lives, which researchers said on Wednesday was no coincidence.

Professional artists and poets have about twice as many partners as other people, British psychologists have found.

Their creativity seems to act like a sexual magnet.

it means to say that me SHOULD have lots of partners to get me going in this life? I'm indeed in the creative industry but my erm...u know... that one... not so much leh. How ah? It could mean that i'm not creative enough... So to say that i've to exercise the Right Hemisphere Style of my brain.

Thank you R for your lovely M&Ms. I love you!

all i want to do is to make love...

co^^e to me:

A slow day at work. The weather was unpredictable. The sky-tower stopped twice and thus it affects my sales and performance. I could feel my throat tearing. I could feel myself drowning in words of repetition. I got home, i don't feel like talking at all.

My feet numb. i am numb. I just want to sit infront of my computer and slack. Listen to all my music and dream all my greatest dreams! A week is almost finish and i have to attend my good friend's birthday on Saturday.

Timo and Sanch's date, i have been pushing back. I wished i have more time to do more things. More time to rest and more time for myself. I need time to think and reflect. I can't go running around everyday. My own space, my own pace.

Typing on my space, i boarded the train today. It was on my way home, i was so beat that i'm looking for a pole or a backing to lean my lazy spine on... Thank God for that space he prompted me. I went over and lean...close my sleepy eyes and wait for the announcement:Jurong East Station, passengers that...

This old middle aged lady boarded the train during the Queenstown (EW19). She happily lean onto the pole next to me, back-facing me... her back was so conveniently on my arms area. I HATE IT WHEN ANY HOMO_SAPIENS invade into my space! For crying out loud, it's REALLY not my fault that nobody is giving up their seats to you! Get out!

I'm so tired and all i want is to have some quiet moments with my Ipod. Plus the fact, she felt so warm! I, of course can't do anything... i wished i could take her newspaper and wack her on her wolly-curly-hair-moss. i wished lah...

Zouk-out! 9 more days! ya! Score! So looking forward to it. Enough of a day's typing. Time to rest my eyes and tee-bee time! eee-haaa! Dearest folks, my birthday is coming too. And ohh, not forgetting X'mas. Love Decemeber! Love you, people! [you know who you are!]

New bushes around.

I won:

A brand new day of new time-slot. Wednesday wasn't that bad as Tuesday. Why? Because dearest Rachel not grumpy at all. Ya, when she has that look on her, you just don't feel like doing anything near her.

Too bad. She's in my team. I've got to humor her a little. I think she adores me. OKay, it's my ego that's doing the typing. We attended this function today. Unlimited Luge rides and Chairlifts. Geez! I won Rachel 3 times in a row. Plus! i gave her head start for the last two matches. Tsk tsk.

Before we came back to Sentosa for the function, I've to accompany R to Tangs shopping centre after our hard work. Why? Because her Voucher expires today. No choice. Oh, Danielle and Joanne tagged along too. R got herself a pair of heels and a belt. The fillial her had gotten her mum something dangling. =)

I'm so absent minded. Thanks to my cousin, Alicia. If not, i will never know that my Zouk card actually expires today! I'm so dead. Not sure if i've exceeded the amount of visits that is required. haha. Never Mind lah.

I am tired again. It's my sleeping godness calling me. Sweet dreams. Don't miss me. heh.

I realised every entry of my blog, i always mention Ms R. tsk tsk. No good. Later Mr. Lorry get angry. I get knock down and no more Ellen-entertainment. tsk tsk. How sad this world become...[ego typing. heh.]