she says

she says:

she says:
why never blog about me anymore?
she says:
*arms akimbo

It was a lovely evening. A very typical Tuesday evening, with birds chirping and clouds are being all blue and puffy. I got the above conversation from a special person that has been living in my heart for the past 9 months.

She wasn’t being angry or petty. She is being herself. The kind that speaks up when things goes wrong, the one that will show one’s upset when matters went out of hand. Of course, she wasn’t unhappy ALL the time. It’s just those moments that make me want to hug and kiss her more.

From what she said, the last I blog about her was in July. That was a whole two months! What have I been doing for the past 2 months? It’s a very simple routine that I’ve been doing for these past months. Every morning, I’ll wake her up. I’m her personal alarm. Every night before the day ends, I’ll kiss her goodbye over the phone. I’m her lover.

She says she want to have babies. I can’t wait for that day to come. The day that I could see her being a beautiful mummy, they say they have the lovely glow that one can ask for. Whenever she’s on my shoulder, I felt that I’ve conquer the whole damn world. Except in this case, it’s my world and hers.

She adores pouting. Sometimes, I wonder if that’s what she does in the early morning, facing the mirror, practicing. She has the perfect pout. The kind that CAN’T make you say no. I called it “not fair” every time she features her pout out gracefully.

Well, I apologized for the absence of you in my blog. Well, here you are, back again with a whole 6 paragraphs… I always like to talk about our past, don’t I? As I find it the simplest and the most sweet moment. Plus I get to see you blush, why not? What we have now, it’s more than sweet and simple… it’s a journey that we both learn the most of us in each day.

i love you, my girlfriend, my soul mate, my wife to be.