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I passed by my primary school last night. I saw something that wasn’t around during my time. In the 90s. The school has been air-conditioned. There is an extra building beside it. I wonder what happen to my favorite area, the canteen?
I saw tons of banner hung up on the fence. It’s like a gimmick to get kids/parents to enroll in the schools. Why are they making school so corporate? Is it some kind like ‘more students in MY school, the MORE commission I get’ campaign? It’s no longer like ‘come school and learn and play’.
I wonder kids are so spoil nowadays. Pamper is the word. I watched Singapore Dreaming two nights ago. It’s very true. The whole ‘Zhong Nan Qing Nui’ [the favoring of boys more than girls] still stands in this 21st century, sad to mention that. I’m trapped in this family myself.
It’s sad going back to a house where my mum only recognize what my brother is doing and not me. The ironic thing will be that end of the day, when my brother does get married. I doubt he will be coming back to visit my mum as often as me… I do not want to make assumptions now nor do I want this line to come and bite me in the ass in 20 years time.
My brother is great. We talked very openly than we used to be. He knows about my sexuality and I know about his progress with who-which girlfriend. But what my mum can’t see is this bond me and brother has… anyway, I’m already spending most of my time in office.
Such things and my moods, it comes and goes. I can’t explain how and I don’t think there is anything I can do to change my mum. She just stays where she is now and don’t cross over my line. And don’t start asking questions like ‘you never concern about your brother!’… That might just make me blow off my top!
After all, I’m still my daddy’s girl. =)
I passed by my primary school last night. I saw something that wasn’t around during my time. In the 90s. The school has been air-conditioned. There is an extra building beside it. I wonder what happen to my favorite area, the canteen?
I saw tons of banner hung up on the fence. It’s like a gimmick to get kids/parents to enroll in the schools. Why are they making school so corporate? Is it some kind like ‘more students in MY school, the MORE commission I get’ campaign? It’s no longer like ‘come school and learn and play’.
I wonder kids are so spoil nowadays. Pamper is the word. I watched Singapore Dreaming two nights ago. It’s very true. The whole ‘Zhong Nan Qing Nui’ [the favoring of boys more than girls] still stands in this 21st century, sad to mention that. I’m trapped in this family myself.
It’s sad going back to a house where my mum only recognize what my brother is doing and not me. The ironic thing will be that end of the day, when my brother does get married. I doubt he will be coming back to visit my mum as often as me… I do not want to make assumptions now nor do I want this line to come and bite me in the ass in 20 years time.
My brother is great. We talked very openly than we used to be. He knows about my sexuality and I know about his progress with who-which girlfriend. But what my mum can’t see is this bond me and brother has… anyway, I’m already spending most of my time in office.
Such things and my moods, it comes and goes. I can’t explain how and I don’t think there is anything I can do to change my mum. She just stays where she is now and don’t cross over my line. And don’t start asking questions like ‘you never concern about your brother!’… That might just make me blow off my top!
After all, I’m still my daddy’s girl. =)
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