A garden in my heart

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This is a love story that was told to never mention in this century. But i want it to be told as i'm going through a 'stubborn-stage'. A pig and cat tale. Holey Moley and Black Kat were strangers in their own little village.

Their paths cross everyday but they never knew each other existence. One day, Holey dreamt about Kat. That dream was being adopted and Holey kept it under his bed. On the other frame, Kat too dreamt about Holey. She too adopted the dream and had it wrapped up with beautiful ribbons and bell.

All the villagers were hoping for a tale to evolve. They were hoping for these two 'fishes' to get hook up. The wind quieted down. Everyone paused. The faces on the villagers can be seen quite clearly as their smiles were revealed. Birds chriping.

Their eyes met.

They've the most desirable kiss that any mortal would die for. The first time they met, it seems like they've known each other for a hundred years. They'll never forget that sudden pour of snow in the morning. It's like the works of a fairy. But who will believe in such a beautiful start?

Holey is very inferior, he does not socialise. Kat has flighty tendency. Someone has to hold someone else's hand.[Maybe you do not agree.] Maybe a little time, a little discipline. Holey should shift a little position and Kat make a little move. The hands clapped.

They dated in the rain, walked through the showers. Kat insisted that each hold a seperate brolly. It must be different from others too. Their own rhythm of rain-drops beat together, their happiness are different from others too.

One moody day, Holey went to discuss an issue with Mr. Moon. He want Mr. Moon to give Kat a full moon on her coming birthday. And he want Mr. Moon to smile as he glide across the window of hers. 'Please! Please!, Thank you! Thank you!', Holey pleaded.

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Do you know which is the most beautiful part in the human body?

The Heart.

The Mother duck and it's ducklings.

So are we:

Remember when we were young and would be catching those cartoons that show Mother Duck and it's little ducklings following behind? Ya, i was awaken by my full bladder this afternoon and i found out that even though i'm 21 [stil in denial.], i still yearn for my parents...

Okay, it may not be like we need our parents' protection [some still do at times.], comfort, money, attention [not too much.], cooking [yummy!] all the time. As we are growing up, certain facts have change.BUT not all.

For instance, when i'm a baby, i cry for mummy and daddy when i can't see them around. As i moved on to being a toddler, i need mum and dad for support as i learned to walk. As i moved on to being a young child, i need my mummy and daddy to shield me from all the bullies[which NEVER happen to me before.]. I am lucky. haha.

Upon hitting teenage, i seek my parents' for their money and well, of course, sometimes for their approval on certain matters. Now, i am 21. I woke up this morning and found two adults [my brother and me does not count as adults in the family, if you know what i mean. heh] missing. I knew they were out, but i just want to know where they were.

I called them and asked about their whereabouts. It kinda reminded me on how my mum would called and pestered me on where i am. haha. Sometimes, i'm so used to mum calling me on the mobile everyday, there will be this particular day that she, for what ever reason, she never buzz me a single call!

I called her back myself and reported. heh. When i'm home, relaxing at my computer desk, trying to find some peace at home. Mum will come into my room and just sit there, watched me type non stop and well, just sit there. Sometimes, she nagged, i listen, she complain, i listen, she scold, i listen too.

I don't think i can live without them. Well, this noon, my brother woke up and called them too. He does not know that i've contacted them already. haha. My dad, an awesome man! NO man is like him. A kid at heart but a man man! My mum? A gentle yet hmm... she's a mum, alright! heh.

I love you, mummy and daddy and piglet!

Quailty Bored!

what exactly is the difference between dating and a relationship?:

The girl that i am dating asked me this question, this afternoon. It was something that came so randomly. I took it seriously and answered: "to me, dating means that i'm not allow to call you my 'gf' YET & certain boundries can't cross."

Let me explain here. Dating. It may be just a mere term and to someone out there, this term might not even exist! Oh well, dating or relationship involves some levels of sensitivity and paranoia. During the 'dating process', you may only allow to use up to less den 50% of that stage. If you're over that 50%, you might as well called her your 'gf'.

Wel, she also added in 'level of commitment'. Maybe that's true but i always put in 100% before i date anyone. This so, i can be sure that i'm putting in 150% or more when i'm in the relationship with her. Call me old fashion or conservative, i don't give a fvck. When i want something to be done nicely, i want to make sure it's at least 100% if not, why bother. Waste of time.

I was chatting with Rach one day. I realised, i've never even mention to anyone at all about my ex anymore. haha. I laughed as i was relating to Rach. I used to rattle her alot to everyone. Now, i just laughed it along. I'm not being mean here. I've moved on. A great leap!

The familiar pain is here today. It has stopped ever since that woman stepped out of my life. But today, the hurt i got resembles the past. It's a good thing. It prove something. Only something close to my heart is able to give that amount of effect.

Maybe it's not that important after-all. Whose heart are brand new? Maybe it's the wrong time, right place? Or wrong time, wrong place? It has been very kind of him, to introduce such a lady to me. I'm thankful, so thankful that everynight, i pray for his kindness. "Too good to be true."

I understood.