so long?

holey moley:

so, 5 months? Am i counting them right? as in, 1...2...3...4...FIVE? That lasts longer than any milk carton. Well, anything can last longer than a milk carton. You get my point. Move on, dude! My darling, Ms J.Tan.

Let's talk a little about her. How do i meet her? Our first email on 05th Dec 05, I started to have feelings for Ms J.Tan on 19th Jan 06. Why does it take so long? Because i'm a dense bucket of water. The way i look at her, i'm wondering to myself, what've i done to deserve her.

I'm no perfect being. I know that clearly but infront of her, i seem to be flawless. It kinda smoothen my ego. BUT that's not the point. She always gets me. She adore what i hate about myself. And as for the things i like, she love...

As she looks upon me from a distance, i could see that passion of love between us and a smile will be painted on me. At times, when i knew i had said something wrong was when she will keep quiet out of the blue or just gently lie on my shoulders.

Dearest Ms J.Tan, i know i can be a little playful with my words at times. And also my wandering eyes. But like what people will say, at the end of the day, you'll be the one i want to share your sorrows[less] and happiness[more].
For the rest of the days with me, i hope there will be endless days to happiness and none to sorrow. I love the way you smile, how your dimple form in your face and those lovely curly lashes of yours...
I apologised for the days i may have hurt or have already hurt you. I must have been possessed by the devil to have hurt those delicate heart of yours... those lovely, kind hearted soul...
I love you. And that's enough for you to know and for me to find out...