The life still goes on...

Good afternoon.

So it has been 5 days. Yeah, I know, right! Only 5 days!!!

The ache is still there. Rachel told me to get used to the ache rather than getting rid of it. I don't know. All I know is I wake up every morning to google on the following:
1) how to move on after a relationship
2) how to recover from a breakup
3) how to move on from a lesbian relationship

The list can go on and on. I met up with my sec school mates yesterday. I told them everything. Somehow, as the days past, the story got shorter and basically drifted to how I feel more than the actual facts. I was angry yesterday. I was drinking but I know I am sober. I just need to sleep.

I woke up this morning at 8am. I can't sleep. Again. This period of breakup is in rainy season. How depressing is that? I have not gotten back my appetite entirely. This may be a good thing as I really want to lose weight.

I started to go Fridae and revamp my page. I told Jata that it felt that I'm cleaning up my résumé for job application. She laughed. I'm meeting her and a bunch of  mutual friends. I know I have today and tomorrow to say this story and by next week, I should be and must stop talking about her day by day.

Alright peeps. Felt better after my rankings here. I do not know if there is any one that is reading this but if you're feeling how I'm feeling. You can drop me an email. We can shoulder each other through this period.

Peace out,
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