am i lost?

can you tell me? i miss going to school. not that i don't love my work. it's a whole new different feeling all over. my taste in so many subjects, objects have changed. not to mention, i love to BITCH alot nowadays. i'm not perfect. i know that. BITCHing kinda relaxes something off my chest. and i realised too, i've an anger in me that has yet to explode. it's scary. i don't know why am i containing it. i know it will come out soon! NOT NOW, but SOON. i've been trying to curb my bad eating habits. trying to fit into the skinny jeans that is hanging behind my door. i want to be committed to not just a person but a lot of other things to. i know i can do it. i just have not put my heart in it. i love to hear others pour out their problems and solving it for them. recently, i realised how much i love to make people smile and laugh... a simple gesture, card or even a stalk of flower. sounds sad? haha. maybe. but that feeling... it's wordless. i know that feeling. it happen not once but tons of times... i realised how much i miss that feeling. ahhh... Sunday night coming to an end. A crazy week ahead. i will commit to a week of work and weekends are all mine...

i'm selfish that way.