The little lack of security

i'm a little sad:

It always happen every now and then. I hate this kind of feelings. There's no way i can truely explain but it hurts a lot. It's the little things that is killing my little heart. I felt cold. It's sad, i'm sad.

Little things i expect from her. It always seems very far away. Or it never come... or it will come late. And in the end, i'll question myself all over again... "What's all this for?" It's sad, i'm sad. The little expectations always build up on it's own hype.

I'm worried that one day it will crash and so will i. I simply just break down. It's the little things that needs to assure me to go on in life. I can't seem to find a better way to comfort myself other than these little things.

These little tickling feelings make me feel nauseous and always get me all teared up, tensed up... it's sad, i'm sad. Maybe it's all these little busy moments that set me into that little sad mood. Maybe i'm just simply sad.

i need a holiday... a get away. Just to throw everything behind and relax on this little island with these little people. Just away... far far away... away from little things that i need, away from little needy me...