Sunday, October 16, 2005

Hope;hope;hope

Sex, lies & audio tapes:

*phew* A great day indeed. So, it is, this blog seems like a communication bridge for my best friends and me. Thanks Ruru for the talk. i'm so glad you ladies knew about it. Maybe that's the best to know it through this way.


So, what is left now, is my family members. It's seriously not easily coming out of the closet. Friends are understanding, but what about family? My brother sub-consciously knew about it, i guess the way i behave, my cousins should more or less knew about it.

Anyway, given another year or so, i'll be moving out. It's for the best. I can have my own privacy and most of all, i can be really independent. My biggest fear is actually gone now. i am sure floating. heh.

8 years of friendship, it's not easy pulling through. Journey back the times when we often had quarrels over sensitive issues and those silly rumours, boy-girl relationships. It sure proves how strong our bond is now. i wish for the next 10,20,30... years down, i could attend weddings of you,ladies, god-mum to whoever babies. =)

Life has never been better. So, now, my degree and so, my working life. It's another stage to conquer. it's dangerously fun! that's what i called it. i often see myself back-packing down the lanes of Europe, middle east, China... Silk Road. Geez! All those beautiful countries!

Down to earth, things are simply too superficial in some ways. Humans, homo-sepains, monkey-ancestors, we're so perfect in some sense, but when it comes to emotional-wise. WE'RE A PIECE OF CRAP! haha.

okay,lesson learnt. Try not to keep too much things within yourself. You'll explode! oh,F.Y.I: mabel wants me to change this blog template. she's just a fussy old lady. tsk tsk! haha.

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