Friday, October 14, 2005

i am superman.

best of me.

Sex with good feelings is like being on top of the world and wanting to have the world as well. i'm not saying that pure sex with no strings attached is NO good but i'm different.

Some people can just have that amount of joy without giving out their feelings, not me. i feel that i'm this type of woman who so much feelings and emotions to explode. Whether i use it correctly or appropriately is a different issue altogether.

i started off being a faithful person, i want to stay this way. i can't be a player for nuts. it takes off half my life-span! haha. it's fun tho to try something this exciting.

you've to see this thing about me is that i'm SUPER fickle[according to Ms Goh]. Well, i admit. =) when it comes to matters of heart, i'm all twirly and queer. I am queer by the way.

A proud one for sure! A gay-gay. haha. i'm fighting this demon of mine in my heart. When i met someone really good in all aspects of mine, i choose to let go because i'm SUPER shallow.

maybe i'm really confused on what i want. the right one might pop up just RIGHT-IN-FRONT of me and i can't see a single pixel on her. i'm that numb dumb. i miss that special feelings in my heart.

it's hollow now. So empty at night that i feel the coldness in me. Brrr...

Make me a better person and know who I am before I try and know someone else and expect them to know me.

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