it's a little wonder

i ponder:

What would i have been if i wasn't such a clubber? Or rather someone who does not know how to socialize at all? A dull quiet person i'll be. I probably have only three good friends. Our only leisure in life is to catch up with the latest movies in town.

Maybe maybe... once in while, we'll passed by this noisy area which we have no idea why lots of great looking people are in there for. We will tease and nudge each other to go in and grab one of them out.

Our favorite hang-out place will be the library. Occasionally, we maybe might have some spare time for a sip of kopi or teh (whichever is nearer to our homes). I don't have an English name and people have a hard time pronouncing my chinese name.

i find a lovely cottage and settle my old age there. i'm not lonely, no worries. I've my cows, sheep, horses, cats, dogs and pigs to keep my boring yet enriching life entertain. i will then die alone in my house peacefully with my favorite pillow.

I look down from above (because i'm a good and boring person on earth, that's why i get to go up!) seeing all the lovely things that i've missed when i'm alive. What a pity. i shall rejoice with limited memories that i've collected during my days.